yeah well maybe some day ill get another... i dont know i mean i dun got alot of money, i could get a job but there are not many jobs it could wait months. and it still dosent change the fact that im not home and even if i had a job id be gone even more. and simon will need more vet visits so he comes first. i geuss i made a mistake of getting her. thinking it would make me feel better about my other birds and not thinking of the situation in whole only my feelings.

It sounds like you've thought about it in more depth now and are doing what you think is best. But it's really a shame that things didn't work out better.