Ah, there's no way I'm going to that other school. Before 9th grade, we were looking for schools for me and I really wanted to go to the school that my mom wants me to go to know. She didn't want me to go there so she put me in the terrible school where I came home at 9:00pm twice a week. The other two days I came home at 7:00pm. I had Sunday school also which ended at 1:15pm. Fridays ended at 1:45 pm.
I dropped out in the middle of the year because I couldn't take it anymore. I started hurting myself and having suicide thoughts but I stopped right after I left that school. I didn't do it for attention, I did it because I felt that life was terrible and it would be much better to die than to live. Remember, I was bullied and made fun of there as well.
I didn't go to school for the rest of the year but my mom made me to to a school that was even worse than the one before. I only went for the religion part because they were ahead of me in all the English classes. I didn't go there because everyday, school would end at 6:30pm and then we had to come back at 7:30pm and finish at 9:30pm EVERY weekday. Sundays ended at 3:30pm there.
Since I missed half a year of school, I only had half the credits for 9th grade so I went to a school that had a summer program called Allison Academy. I just found out yesterday that I got an A+ for math, an A for writing, and a B+ for Biology. Those grades might seem sucking but to be honest it was the best grades I ever got in my life.
The school my mom wants me to go to isn't bad at all. I am just afraid that people are going to make fun of me and that my cousin is going there. I have two cousins, they are twins and were born a day after me so everything they do is a competition with me. One of them is nice and the other one is terrible but they both have bad quities. They are VERY sneaky and they are two-faced meaning they seem good on the outside but in the inside they are devils. I don't want to go in the same school as them. The good side is that the nice one is going to that school and the mean one is dropping out until he is 16 so he can do online school.
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She probably has no idea how dangerous reading religious books can be lol. Reading the Bible is what converted me to atheism. I have excellent reading comprehension, and the more I read the book the more the story didn't make sense to me. In the end, the feeling that this stuff couldn't possibly be true was stronger than the threat of hellfire that had been dangled in front of me all my life. I couldn't find any other religious doctrine that looked like it was any more fact-based so I stopped assuming that there had to be some kind of intelligent higher power in the universe. I'll start believing again right after somebody shows me some objective evidence indicating that it's actually true.
I agree with this 110%