I understand how you feel, I just lost my fish Blaze 2 months back =( still crying just the thought of a little creature sends me crying especially my pets =( My throat has a lump now thinking of my 1st pet Blaze. 6/15/12 - 12/5/12 I know he didn't live very long betta's average is 2-3 years but some lives up to 7 years.
I really dislike death especially sudden death like the 1st day they're PERFECTLY fine next day well_____. You know the word.
I'm very sorry for your loss